So I begin.
I searched and prayed and hoped that I would somehow be able to dedicate my life to dance. I have danced since I was four. I have performed since I was four. As a budding artist, dancing my first solo Bharathanatyam performance in Singapore, I knew this is my calling - my purpose in this lifetime.
So I begin.
I am being given an opportunity and a gift. I can, if I work hard enough, teach, perform, and dance as much as I want to. With such an offer, I chose not to return to my present home . I took leave of one of my closest friends at the airport, after a vacation. He returned home to tell all our friends that I "might" not return in the near future. I remained in this new space of possibility, creativity, and the unknown.
So the Lila ("play") begins.
I stay with my teacher now until more information unveils before our eyes. I dance, I learn, I register the joy that overwhelms me with every movement of my muscle to this age old dance tradition of mine. I cry and feel the pangs of loneliness for my community - the friends and beautiful souls who have nurtured, nourished, and supported me for all these years. I live completely - in a way I have never done before.
And now begins Natya Lila (Dance at Play).
This "lila," this play of love, passion, excitement, and the future of a soul's desire to completely live out its purpose, has finally started. I embark on this journey with the love, support, and understanding of all those who keep me close to their hearts. I am blessed to have you walk with me, as far away as you may be. I rejoice and weep knowing that you all mean so much to me.
So stay with me. Read. And be part of this lila called my life as long as you want to.
4 comments:
"We forget that the soul has its own ancestors."
- James Hillman
aloha Suba,
I think I can speak for the pod here in Maui when I say: we are behind you...well, we are out on the rock in the middle of the Pacific - but anyway - consider us a powerful encouragement amplified by the waves.
AND we are counting the days til you return and dance with us.
with love,
Lauraine
I like the "play" part of the dance that you talk about, because it describe you whatever dance you do, but specially the classical indian. Seeing the joy and happiness in you is delightful and dear friend we all support you from this warm Maui.
Wishing you the best in the new adventure with love,
mayra
Love the blog. Kudos for the courage to pursue your passion - Keep dancing, loving and playing, mate. Thanks for letting me be a part of your Lila. xx
Suba,
I don't know you, but reading your blog I would like to applaud your courage and passion. Hope we can meet someday soon and share our works.
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